How Quickly Things Change

It always amazes me how quickly things can change at the drop of a hat.

It's been a couple months since I have posted anything, so I will update you all on what has been happening.

For one, I lost my baby on December 27th.  It was the saddest day of my life, but became the turning point for so many things.  It opened my eyes to the ridiculousness and abusiveness of my relationship with the baby's father.  I spent over 9 hours in the ER that night, and three days on lock down and bed rest at home, and he never once came to see me, and only called once.  That was the last straw for me, because as I went through the hardest time in my life, something that could not have happened without him, he was not there for me.  I have not seen him since, and I do not ever plan to.

On a higher note, my band is rebuilding, and is planning on holding open auditions for our last open spots sometime in early April.  I am absolutely thrilled to get the ball rolling on this again.  New music is in the works, and some amazing covers are being rehearsed.  

I am in the process of finding a new place to live.  I do not know where I will go, who I will live with.  But it will work itself out.

I am currently working as a waitress at Applebees, and absolutely loving it.  I never thought I'd be back at the Bee, much less with my old coworkers, but here I am!  And I wouldn't trade it for the world.  It gives me awesome money, and time for the other things in my life.  And already I have great friends, just like back in the day.  I love going to work every day, and that is such an awesome feeling.

There are a few other things in the works, but not enough is sure, so I'll update you as the time goes by.