60 Day Challenge - Day 15

A picture of something you want to do before you die.

One day, I'll be playing sold out shows in stadiums around the world.

60 Day Challenge - Day 13

A picture of your favorite band or artist.

I don't have one. I listen to everything. The songs that I love the most are the ones that say what I usually can't.

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile.
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by.
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her.
But you are everything to me
And I just want to show you, she don't even know you.
She's never gonna love you like I want to.
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me, we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable, instead of just invisible.
There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through.
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do.
And all I think about is how to make you think of me, and everything that we could be.
And I just want show you, she don't even know you.
She's never gonna love you like I want to.
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me, we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable,
Instead of just invisible.
Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize
And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible.
She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile.

60 Day Challenge - Day 11

A picture of something you hate.

Hollywood.
Fake.
Empty.
Materialistic.
Enough said.

60 Day Challenge - Day 10

A picture with the person you do the most messed up things with.

Elizabeth Childs, my partner in crime.

"Liz, Liz, I liiiiiiike you!"
"I know, Adam."
"No. No. Liz, I really liiiiiiike you."

60 Day Challenge - Day 9

A picture of the person who has gotten me through the most.

My Daddy.
My Best Friend.
I don't know where I'd be without him.

60 Day Challenge - Day 8

A picture of something that makes me laugh.

Trenton Lucas Simmer.  The older brother of my baby.

He is an angel and will always be the best memory of an unmemorable relationship.

60 Day Challenge - Day 7

A picture of my most treasured item.

The ring my parents gave me for my 16th birthday.

True Love Waits.

60 Day Challenge - Day 6

A picture of someone you'd love to trade places with for a day.

I'd love to trade person with this girl... if only I could admit it.

60 Day Challenge - Day 4

"A photo of my night"

Spending my Valentines Night with my best friends,

Watching movies, eating food, and celebrating being single.

Happy Single Awareness Day!!

60 Day Challenge - Day 3

"A photo of the cast of your favorite television show."

Millicent "Millie" Huxtable, Marvin "Mouth" McFadden, Antwon "Skills" Taylor, Fergie, James "Jamie" Lucas Scott, Lucas Scott, Haley James Scott, Dan Scott, Brooke Penelope Davis, Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer Scott, Nathan Scott, Andy, Karen Roe

The Cast of One Tree Hill

8 seasons and still going strong.

60 Day Challenge - Day 2

"A photo of you and the person you have been closest to the longest."

My best friend, Julie, is to my left. 

She has been my best friend for the last 8 years.

 

60 Day Challenge - Day 1

"A photo of you, along with 15 facts about yourself."

1. I am deathly terrified of spiders.
2. I am a natural brunette.
3. I live, breathe, eat, sleep music.
4. One day, I will own a multi-million dollar organization that gives all it's profits back to the community to make a difference.
5. My favorite animals are horses.
6. I want to get out of the city as soon as possible.
7. My favorite colors are black and red.
8. I love country music.
9. I could eat Italian food every day of my life.
10. I have a beautiful 2 year old daughter, and a child who is with my Savior.
11. I spent the first half of my life in Washington state.
12. One day I will live in Nashville.
13. My favorite song to perform is the National Anthem.
14. I dream of touring with the USO.
15. I am a Daddy's Girl, through and through

How Quickly Things Change

It always amazes me how quickly things can change at the drop of a hat.

It's been a couple months since I have posted anything, so I will update you all on what has been happening.

For one, I lost my baby on December 27th.  It was the saddest day of my life, but became the turning point for so many things.  It opened my eyes to the ridiculousness and abusiveness of my relationship with the baby's father.  I spent over 9 hours in the ER that night, and three days on lock down and bed rest at home, and he never once came to see me, and only called once.  That was the last straw for me, because as I went through the hardest time in my life, something that could not have happened without him, he was not there for me.  I have not seen him since, and I do not ever plan to.

On a higher note, my band is rebuilding, and is planning on holding open auditions for our last open spots sometime in early April.  I am absolutely thrilled to get the ball rolling on this again.  New music is in the works, and some amazing covers are being rehearsed.  

I am in the process of finding a new place to live.  I do not know where I will go, who I will live with.  But it will work itself out.

I am currently working as a waitress at Applebees, and absolutely loving it.  I never thought I'd be back at the Bee, much less with my old coworkers, but here I am!  And I wouldn't trade it for the world.  It gives me awesome money, and time for the other things in my life.  And already I have great friends, just like back in the day.  I love going to work every day, and that is such an awesome feeling.

There are a few other things in the works, but not enough is sure, so I'll update you as the time goes by.